all be it slowly most days, but with work being back on full swing at least my mind for most part LOL is occupied. Unlike this very moment which finds me wide awake at 2am because I fell asleep at about 10pm. ps my usual sleep is about now.... so i'm sitting here reflecting over the past few days trying to make sense of me. its not so much a new me, its would seem to be me in a "new" situation..... and i guess 2am in the morning is as good a time as any.
3 of the 4 kids have gone up north with there dads mum which has been an annual event for my two big boys and now that my daughter is 5 this is her first trip away as well. so missing them as well, but know that they are being spoiled, loved and cared for. My baby is at home though and asks constantly for his "th-sta" and brothers, but will be cool to spend some time with him by himself which doesnt happen a lot when your number 4 :)
Other than that was a good week for catching up with family and friends, and especially to remember good things and good times especially when I've been working so much with my head down as not to look up. maybe its a coping mechanism or a flight response to my current situation but lifes certainly not bad and again counting my blessing is a good way to arriving at "that" place....
well its 3am now and i have reports and job descriptions to write so better get to it ... or maybe this local country kid who hasnt been anywhere should traverse the streets
